a brand new year..

to say that i'm verry happy that now is a brand new year is an understatement. i am actually very excited/over-the-moon joy that it's 2008. there were many happy memories in 2007 that i would cherish, also those not-so-happy moments that i just wish could have ended any other way compared to how it did.

2008....

well, it started off with my missing cardigan. so, it's just A cardigan, rite?? no, because it's my favourite piece..i could never find another one that would fit me just like how that one did...hmmm...looking at the bright side, now it's time for me to get myself a new one,rite? well,maybe...

and also there was trouble, or should i say, a bit of commotion in the office. you know what they say about those who like to jaga tepi kain orang...well, this guy just did that to me. which reminds me of what a friend said to me not so recently...'it is only when you are on leave that your colleagues start to back stab you,and that really hurts'...well guys, since that i am not so new in this field of back stabbing&kipas-ing, it's not something out of the ordinary that this guy did to me..just the reason that motivated him that intrigued me..

i mean, why would a guy with a PhD(err,not to be mistaken for Permanent Head Damage people!!)try to sabotage my application?? yup, thats what i call it, sabotage. i didn't feel the real urge to fill the application in the first place, but because of a directive from my superior (and also trying my luck at this aplication) i applied. little did i know that the other guy who applied for the same course(but at a different time frame)would take my form from my bos, used it as his guide(let me remind you, HE HAS A PhD),filled one form for himself and managed to persuade my bos to re-do my form!!!wow, what power!! this form that i filled was much,much better than the previous application that i sent for IAEA(and i managed to go to that course).

it just showed what an idiot that guy was. my bos even added some more scope in my research method that i don't approve of,& you know what, that scope that he gave me is kinda a preliminary work for the other guy. see what i had&have to face for the last 4++years & many more years to come??!! manipulative jerks i say. what else in 2008 regarding them?? well, i have to wait & see what else they have in store for me...

on the other hand, i was called for a very important 'meeting' last tuesday in putrajaya. well, it's just the day after i got back from kuching. it's the second call ever since i applied for that post.and luck has it that every time i was called for that, the important day would be just the day after i got back from somewhere far,haiyaa....twice oredi!!!i went the first time. but this time i just didn't have the energy to layan it...it's just I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E!! my friend who is an optimist calls it perfect timing. being a realist, i call it impossible timing...it's just too many things to be prepared for that meeting, so maybe it was not meant for me after all...

well, i had enough headache so far..& it's barely 3 weeks into 2008. hmmm...

since i predict that this year will be the year for me to be in my full swing mood, i hope(&pray) that favourable luck will come my way..no need the extravagant,over the moon type of luck la...just the ones that will make my heart skip a bit every once in a while...