It's sunday and tomorrow being a public holiday due to hari raya haji, the road should be clear and lesser traffic jams on those normally busy roads. But, I dont think so. Because it's a public holiday,and it's also the school holidays, I doubt there will be any peace on the road. In fact I expect it to be a lot more chaotic than usual. It's not a nice feeling to be trapped in the car during a massive traffic jam. It's suffocating actually..even with your favourite tune or if your loved ones are in the same car. It's the feeling of being right in the middle of SOOO MANY CARS that makes me uneasy.
I have that uneasy feeling,being in a crowd..sort of an anxiety attack,whenever I'm in public. I have not always been like this. I think only just for the past 2 years that I've had that kind of feeling. Something that I can't describe..even until now. I guess that's why I would rather stay at home on weekends or public holidays than going out and face the crowd. Too many uncertainties. I need stability. At times I think I'm going crazy. But stability does not guarantee sanity. So howla?
As for tomorrow, I think I'll just stay in...eat,drink,surf the net,watch astro...probably go out for lunch..or maybe not...the weather is unpredictable nowadays..always raining..drizzling..not too good to go out but very nice to stay indoors...ahh,life...
come,come,join me in my cosy box...
About my Bee.. No.6: he likes to tease me..sometimes its mean ;-P
2 comments:
our whole life together revolves around me teasing you, hun.
mimik's cuuuuuuuuute... can we tapau her and take her back to kuching?
stay at home la...
but i can die bored if i stay at home...
aiyokk... what to do...???
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