To date, I've attended more than 10 weddings of my friends. There was even one year when I attended 5 weedings during my christmas break. Yes, that many huh. Some that I was not able to attend,I still gave them wedding gift. And yes, most of the time I dont know what present to buy for them.
Some very common items that I see people buy as presents ; photo frame, photo album, electrical goods, decorations.
But what I do need actually is just their presence and support during my day. To see them coming and celebrating with me is a pure joy. Yes, I am still cynical about relationships even as I am entering a new phase of my own life. I am not cynical of my new phase of life, rather I am excited and curious about it. But what I'm cynical about is the relationships that I have with some friends that I have.
I could see the many changing patterns in my relationships with them. Some may come,and some may go. But the true ones will always stay,no matter how far they can be. And some who are very near may not be the ones who will stay.
Things to miss 013 - good friends
About my Bee..No.12: he loves mimik
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Dear Gel..Pt.14
Friday, December 12, 2008
Dear Gel..Pt.13
Tomorrow I'll be with my Bee!!!
Yay!!!
Things to miss 012 - my tortoises
About my Bee..No.11: he can cook
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Dear Gel..Pt.12
Dear Gel..
As much as I want to be lazy today, I had to do quite a number of things around the house. I woke up quite late and after awhile, I started doing things around the house. 3 cycles for the washing machine. First for my ordinary clothes, second for the bed sheet,pillowcases and blanket,third was for the soiled linens such as the mat. An extra cycle was to clean the tub,if done once a month could keep the washing machine clean and healthy! Says the instruction booklet,sort of.
Then the folding of the clothes. Then the vacuuming. Then the mopping. Then the defrosting of the fridge. I only finished doing those stuff at 730pm and by then I was soo hungry and tired. Mimik came though while I was mopping and I fed her her biscuits. Oh by the way, mimik is my adopted cat. Yes, there is such a thing as an adopted cat. I just did it. We had marvellous time together. In fact, this year, I celebrated my birthday with her...huhuhu..it was only mimik and me...2 big candles..8 small ones..on a milo can..just me and my mimik...I blew the candles..mimik just loked at me...not from far but very near...I sang birthday song to myself..mimik just looked at me..yeah...thats my mimik...I love mimik..
And now that I'm so tired,I just wish someone would massage my body..especially my back..its aching..tired..need rest...so,until tomorrow...
Things to miss 011 - vacuuming,mopping,cleaning my place
About my Bee.No.10: IT is his forte
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Dear Gel..Pt.11
It rained cats and dogs today. Sooo coldd!!! I was not quite productive in the lab,as tomorrow is another public holiday for us in selangor,and I felt lazy to do anything. I took a late lunch and since I don't feel like having anything heavy, I went to my favourite place - mcD!!
I went to the new place,the one with the drive-thru since I was so lazy to park and walk in to order my food. The moment I reached the place I saw that the menu had been changed. No more mcShaker fries!! No more happy meal with the madagascar toys!! Huahhh... Bee, you cant have mcShaker fries because they don't offer it anymore. Instead they are offering the prosperity meal. I dont eat prosperity meals. I had it once. I had enough with that one serving. Huhu..no more mcShaker....
Tomorrow,I'm going to be lazy.I'm going to spend the whole day being lazy...uuuu,nice..
Things to miss 010 - set meals with different themes
About my Bee..No.9: he wears specs
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Dear Gel..Pt.10
WHAT IF...
- I could turn back time?
- I could go back in time?
- I could sleep all day?
- I could pretend to be someone else?
- I could be somewhere else?
- I could be at two place at the same time?
- I could speak faster than I could now?
- I could fly?
- I could have a credit card with no limit?
- I could do whatever I want?
I WOULD...
- ...not change anything that I've done
- ...go to the times when I was with my loved ones
- ...wake up also,but not as early as 7am..I'm not a morning person
- ...not know how to pretend to be someone else
- ...like to be with my loved one
- ...like to bring my loved one also!
- ...talk rubbish,I think..
- ...fly to be with the one I love
- ...stop and ponder..when will that time come ooh?
- ...like to be with Bee where ever he is right now
Things to miss 009 - waking up early
About my Bee..No.8: he is not as tall as me
Monday, December 8, 2008
Dear Gel..Pt.9
Today I can afford to be lazy. I woke up late. Yeah, it's a public holiday. Another public holiday for us in selangor is this thursday due to the sultan of selangor's birthday. So I can afford another day of kemalasan, hehhe..
What did I do today....hmm...the major activity was cleaning my fridge. Yeah,serious...hari mencuci peti sejuk. Well, I did not defrost it,just cleared up the space inside. Huh,messy...who would have thought that I have been a penternak kulat-kulat in that small fridge that I have. Luckily the kandang kulat was confined in the unopened packages in the fridge. It never emitted any foul smell, so I think thats why it never occured to me to throw those things away. It just so happened that I saw a few strips of expired medicines,so I decided to go through the things in my fridge. So yalah..I threw away expired things such as:
- sweets
- medicines
- chocolates
- cencaluk
- 'kauk do-ot'
Maybe this thursday I will defrost it. Have to wake up early lah if I want to do that. It takes the whole morning for it to defrost completely. Oh well...
It rained the whole day. My clothes are still outside..still wet..and not dry&crisp.Hmm..hope tomorrow it will not rain.
Things to miss 008 - rainy days..as in it rains the whole day
About my Bee..No.7: he plays guitar too!
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Dear Gel..Pt.8
It's sunday and tomorrow being a public holiday due to hari raya haji, the road should be clear and lesser traffic jams on those normally busy roads. But, I dont think so. Because it's a public holiday,and it's also the school holidays, I doubt there will be any peace on the road. In fact I expect it to be a lot more chaotic than usual. It's not a nice feeling to be trapped in the car during a massive traffic jam. It's suffocating actually..even with your favourite tune or if your loved ones are in the same car. It's the feeling of being right in the middle of SOOO MANY CARS that makes me uneasy.
I have that uneasy feeling,being in a crowd..sort of an anxiety attack,whenever I'm in public. I have not always been like this. I think only just for the past 2 years that I've had that kind of feeling. Something that I can't describe..even until now. I guess that's why I would rather stay at home on weekends or public holidays than going out and face the crowd. Too many uncertainties. I need stability. At times I think I'm going crazy. But stability does not guarantee sanity. So howla?
As for tomorrow, I think I'll just stay in...eat,drink,surf the net,watch astro...probably go out for lunch..or maybe not...the weather is unpredictable nowadays..always raining..drizzling..not too good to go out but very nice to stay indoors...ahh,life...
come,come,join me in my cosy box...
About my Bee.. No.6: he likes to tease me..sometimes its mean ;-P
